I want to take this opportunity and thank you for not being here when I needed. I want to thank you all for not being supportive when I was down and for not being my friend when all I really wanted was an afternoon with you talking about absolutely nothing. Thank you so much for not give me a hug or just a smile when I was crying and begging for help, thank you for letting me be a second choice when I wanted to go out. I want to thank you for your fake friendships and fake love that you swore it was mine to keep. Thank you so much you guys for let me feel like I was incredibly invisible for you and for the whole world. I want to thank you because this whole shit brought me to this, this moment right here and it gave me the confidence to let it all behind me. Gave me the confidence to just let it go and leave. It has been a great lonely fall but today I’m hitting the bottom.

Thank you and I’m not sorry.